hutchforever

Its been 3 years that really changed my life since my field trip with my 1st batch mates in my beloved college. normally, i just tell my confessions what i did bad to my college and then, one person tolds me to move on and take the new challenge and i accept it.

it is a painful start, but in time i realized that this is the beginning of new life in college. the real bad thing is, im shift to another college to finish a technical course (BSMATH). i really felt a combination of happiness and sadness for this but i remember the promise that i made to that person and my batch mates.

i really enjoyed and revived my old self again. the worst thing in my course is i felt neglected to that person who changed my life on the field trip. she’s on a unpredictable character and she don’t like to see me again. i cried on her because i really care on her. i felt a knife stabbing at my back.

since i graduate on my first course, i just want to have a job and have a good life but the challenge that i promised to her is not over and i take a second course on my old college on a packaging engineering course. i really want to prove to my old batch mates that i will finish this course for a reason, personal reason that is.

since then, even i really want to forget her in time but the small words that she said to me will never be erased to my mind. i don’t understand why, but i felt on a confusion. God knows why He used this person. i felt that there are signs that she will come to me someday. i advised to my teachers that she is not a ordinary person but a person that will be part of my life.

for now, im still praying for her and to my opinion, she is the last resort when it comes to helping to solve problems. I don’t want to mention her name on a public but i want this as an example that when you are down, there is still a chance to stand up and move on.

Things really happen in the first 3 months. I really didn’t expect things to be happen but it really gave me a lot of lessons.

-I lost a friend on Dec 15, 2007.

-I meet a person that will changed my studies this semester.

-I getting a chance to prove that my previous project study is not a small time.

-I really have a chance to join the photojournalist contest and place on top 5.

-I really enjoy my packaging majors.

-I really learn to be more friendly and closer to my classmates, schoolmates, and friends.

-I really challenged to make things that I really don’t like.

-Lastly, I want to know more about God. I really love him such much.

what do you feel after the finals exam?
-quite happy but i feel sick. im sure that i pass 2 hard subjects.

what are your happiest moment?
-won 1st place on general information on u-day 2007. also won 3rd place in chorale. also meet new friends and people and the one person who made my day happy.

what are your plans on 2nd semester?
-taking 3 to 4 majoring subjects depends on the situation. whether i like it or not, i will take the major subjects.

any changes in your life?
-yes. since i return to engineering last year. and i really meet this person, i don’t want to reveal this but i’m really happy that this time its good.

why did you enter the "the CPU engineer"?
-love photography and love to take actions on pictures. i really love this job.

do have crush(es)?
-yes, for inspiration to lift me up and to move on.

who?
-i don’t want to reveal, it is a curse for me.

why do play dart instead of other games?
-i love to play dart and it is enjoyable compare to other games. it requires accuracy and mental skill.

lastly, why packaging engineering?
-i love this course and i really enjoyed it.

for 2 years of studying and having a good grades, now its time for a rest. i never taste a vacation for 2 straight years. now, im planning for a break… no school, no studies, just purely going to other places and explore.

i have one week left before second semester ends. i really passed all the subjects (hurray!!!) especially on organic chem. confidence is there, but i have to take a final exams next week.

for this semester, it sucks. really sucks… its a long story but in the end, the result is: nothing happened!!! huhuhuhu…

fortunately, i meet some of my batchmates who will be my classmates on 1st sem, 2007. but this is the only the beginning of what will happen to come.

Since the day that I enrolled on packaging engineering, challenges are everywhere.

All subjects are passing: Includes organic chemistry… YAHOO!!! I may have not a excellent grade but i have a target grade to pass. school passing grade: 40%-50% my passing grade: 60% - 70% and it really works.

For now, i have lot of things to be done especially on my project study on my old course. Its tough but surely it would be finished on time.

Im preparing on my pre-finals and its going to be another week of headache.

Lastly, somethings improved, somethings changed, somethings forgotten this time.

yeah, its been just 2 weeks of vacation and im back to school. for this time its the second course, a second chance, and a NXT type of story in my old college… the college of engineering! but this time, its going to be better than the first one i enter 5 1/2 years ago.

i just think that im left beind on my batchmates (co’z they take ME, SE, CHE, CE, EE, ECE) your wrong!!! im going to prove to them that im the best and be the one of the best… sorry guys/gals im taking PACKAGING ENGINEERING!!! i found the suitable course for my skills, analysis, critical thinking, etc. and im the only guy in the batch that has a "special" course.

im just congratulate them, especially to "sheng pingul" (CHE). it just only the beginning of the story… and im looking forward to it.  im ready for the "NXT"!!!

Should i say what’s "NXT", that is one of my objectives in my school project study. I choose LEGO Education as my proposed study. Everybody knows about LEGO but what is LEGO Education. On the words, its a big difference. Im still researching on theories, history, and other supporting tools to defend, to have a good performance on my project study. One thing is, its HARD!!!, very hard… in the first place.

So what when i graduate on Oct. 15, 2006? Nothing, face the real world. Seeking a job. I will do my best to survive and to prove to everyone that i can a job as soon as possible. First I have a nice vacation because, I dont have a vacation for 1 1/2 years. Nice eh.

I just want to thank my classmates, teachers, batchmates, cousins, and others who supported me for the last 5 1/2 years. I have experienced a lot of up’s and down’s and that’s what you called life.

I got something to tell you, "Stop dreaming… Act it now today before its too late".

Hmm… so are you going to graduate eh, so what are your plans???

- GO BACK TO MY OLD COLLEGE!!! so sorry i broke my promise to her.

I understand, so i got rumors that are you setting a world record???

- Not yet, it’s just a proposal and im in practicing for my record. It’s hard and its really expensive. I just have to wait in time.

What kind of record do you set for???

- First is fastest time to disassemble and reassemble a LEGO brick set. On my personal record is 9:17 for a 112-piece ferrari F1 LEGO set. And im thing the impossible, probably a endurance like 24-hour or something really make people crazy. hehehe.

When this idea start???

- Its all started when i see Jess Caigoy set his own world record for street sweeping in 16:37:00. Then its history.

Are you sure about that you attemp this record is stupid???

- No, i just love to play LEGO bricks. Yeah, they are.

What kind of techniques do you use on this record attempt???

- Just practice and determination to play. First i was on panic but confidence built inch by inch. oh yeah, practice makes perfect.

Who really push you to this???

- Myself. They dont want me to do this cause its nuts!!! I hope they understand.

So… they are many fans watching you???

- Yes! they really expercienced on this things and they make me a celebretie… JOKE!!! no, they just enjoyed.

Hmmm… im counting 5 months before i really march to get my first diploma. But im not totally satisfied, I decided to go back to the college of engineering as a returning student. This time im going back from scratch.

Its tough but its going to be a good one. I’ll get packinging engineering in just 4 years. But i’ll still do my best to learn this new things. I really found my real course and im in to this. Well they say that the whole world right now is on a package.

I know that some of my batchmates will surprize about this. It’s about time for me to shine and to tell them that im not a quitter. Oh yeah, some really hate me, some really care for me.

Last thing, I’ll prepare for my return in my old college as a example for those want to quit.

hmmm, its been one year since i step into the world of math and physics. i learned a lot on this, but still im doing my best to finish my course on math major in october 2006.

the first day of the class, since im not with fellow engineering students. im really happy to meet new friends and still i can’t forget her!(si…CHE cum laude 06′ ah)… its strange but i cant explain it. from that day, its been a fruitful and great year for me. and still i can remember her!!!(not again!!! ah what a life!!!)

i have only 6 months left before i march in the stage and you know… get the paper!!! i mean bond paper!!! yeah!!! hutch is graduate!!! and still i cant forget her… (ahhhhhh… not again!!! why in the world that i meet her in the first place several years ago…), i think im in-loved again!!!

its not the end of the story, its just only the beginning…